Thursday, June 26th, 2008 Weird and Wonky?

I keep scrambling my memory to come up with something as a concrete example but I know that last week seemed generally difficult, especially Wed & Thurs.  I had the feeling it was something astrological. 

By luck, I have this really fun, new Gaian friend who does short takes on the general conditions.  You can view Thurs aspects here on his blog (AstroWeather for June 26 - http://soulgardentv.gaia.com/blog/2008/6/astroweather_for_june_26_2008. 

I'll summarize for those in a hurry, he mentions aspects between the Moon and Pluto and the Moon and the Sun, blockages and fears coming up, he said something about a Pluto lesson in Saggitarius.  He also says something about Mars headed for Saturn - Mars planet of action, Saturn time to grow up and it sounds like some difficult stuff.  Saturn in Virgo over the next 2 weeks and those influences continuing.

Wish I could say more.  I've been a bit spacey but I thought that was thanks to starting the Holosync program and my neural connections getting re-routed.  Ha, scary sounding huh?

Deborah

In the past maybe ten days I have felt more unbalanced and ungrounded than in a long time.  It seemed to come to a head this weekend and I had to spend several days re-connecting with silence, just trying to re-group.  It felt like lightening was coming through with no ground. 

The past two days (with a lot of soul-searching as to old patterns which have outworn their usefulness) something else seems to have opened up.  I spoke with my chiropractor this morning and she said she's talked to quite a few people who have been experiencing similar feelings.  Don't know that she called it weird &  wonky though.  :)

Zoey, I don't feel at liberty to go in to detail, but yes, something was happening Wednesday and Thursday, diminishing through the weekend.

I don't know what caused it, but my opinion is that it was an opportunity, and how the energy moved in one, and what the effects were, would be dependent on other activations and gateways, desires, vibrations in that person's life.

I will say what ever it is shifted something deep, though in general it all felt good, perfect and right on time.

Interesting.. as I've seen your shout out a few times and then decided to look in my diary…. to remind me of that day… and yes, apart from feeling out of sorts generally…on the morning of the 26 I woke up extremely early at 4am….. very unusual….. the day before I had been expressing myself about suffering and was affected by seeing Somalian children starving in the desert (see my blog Q&R re. suffering.) From 4 am… I focused on good things…. wilfully because I felt awful… then fell asleep and had the most macabre dream…really disgusting.. violent, aggressive, repulsive, invasive, graphic…. then as I surfaced from sleep had the most pleasant feeling…like God presence in the shape of me… the message was “It's not what you can get from life, but what you can give…. and if you can tap into this feeling all the time…. there will be less grasping and fantasizing.”
I spent the day getting by on low energy… supervising my son and glad that I already had food prepared for when my friend joined me for dinner that evening… I told her all that I told you and that was on the 26th.

I have been having some things happen over the past few weeks, but we also had watched an EFT tape and cried for hours on Saturday.

Thursday I wanted to quiit my job and did so Friday, but all night was feeling overwhelmed and out of sorts, and even remarked to several others that I felt that way…

I am adding this late. Last week I was on gaia and noticed that a few people were talking about it being Friday and I was totally convinced that it was Thursday. I was so totally convinced that I was about to comment on their grapevines … and then, thought twice … and checked … sure enough - it was indeed FRIDAY. I've been through some changes lately with work … end of the school year, I'm moving … and yeah, you get out of sorts but I have never, ever, ever, in my entire life … felt like I'd lost an entire day. This freaks me out.

Let's keep posted on this…. I want to know where my day went??? I know it was good! I am moving and a grooving … wow!

thanks Zoey for calling this to my attention

I have been feeling terrible ever since Tuesday. From having been rather calm and focused, I was suddenly free falling and overcome with doubts, anger and hatred. It was a terrible feeling. As for Thursday, I can't say because I was so hung-over, I stayed in bed all day and did feel very bad but that was due to my excessive (and stupid) partying the night before. However, ever since I keep feeling hung-over. I sleep a lot, have headaches and I'm feeling extremely dizzy with a very low blood pressure. I attributed it to the weather though, it is quite hot at the moment. But since my body always reacts strongly to  emotional strain, I might just as well have been feeling weird because of my low (depressions). However, I'm recovering and am feeling much better this week.

And I hope so are all of you!

Hi Zoey and all,

I am not sure how helpful this is but I received the following email on June 29, 2008 from a zen meditation group I am part of and was titled “08/08/08

I do not know the writer of this information so offer it with open curiousity and maybe more information can be found elsewhere….

Power Surge Coming Gloria Taylor Brown
Predicting events has never been something I expected to do. Nor do I have much belief in events controlled by astronomical anomalies. In fact, I guess you could say that I am extremely skeptical of most time based predictions. As you remember, most were proven wrong. That said, here goes.

On the A Voice for Spirit broadcast on June 25th, 2008, we were told that there was a period of intense energy coming into our plane of existence. We were given specific astronomical markers of the mid point between the two conjunctions of Venus-Sun-Earth – a rare occurrence that happens every 125 years. It occurs in a pair of conjunctions, 8 years apart. The first one was on June 6, 2004, and the next will be June 6, 2012. Yes, in 2012. The mid point between these conjunctions is either June 6, 2008 or, according to my sources, July 3, 2008. The second marker is the helical rising of Sirius. This occurs in the Northern Hemisphere on August 7th or 8th, 2008, depending on where you are. This was an extremely important event in Ancient Egypt, because it signaled the beginning of the Inundation – the flooding of the Nile that brought nutrients and new soil to the Black Land of Egypt. Whew, that is probably a lot more information than you wanted, but for detail and info junkies everywhere, I thought I should include this information. Basically, the dates are from July 3rd to August 7th.

During this month long period, I have been told, there will be a tremendous blast of energy coming our way that will have some interesting effects to our lives. Here are some of the examples that I have been given:
If you are in a relationship that has been teetering on the edge of collapsing, it will collapse with a bang, allowing you to move on.

If you have been hesitating to commit to a relationship, you will be given the opportunity to create a more permanent relationship, but you will not be able to “hang out” in suspense for much longer.

If you are doing spiritual work, you will be able to use this energy to in your work, and will find yourself going to greater depths (heights?) than you have been able to get to before. You will be able to create healings, connect with your guides, connect with the guides of others, explore new territory with greater ease. You may find that you are leaving behind practices that no longer serve you, and deciding to study with new teachers, or new subjects.

If you are working in the world of business, you will find that deals will move very quickly, and that you are given the opportunity to move into new businesses or markets that you have not been involved in previously. Be cautious, if the deal seems to be too good to be true.

If you are invested in the stock market, there may be wild swings of market, and of the commodity market, as well. If you are a small, independent investor, this is a good time to be in cash. If you have stocks that have lost value, you may want to hang on to them, but be prepared for their continued decline for the foreseeable future. Hold off on new investments until this period is over. Be very cautious and conservative in your investments.

If you have credit card debt, or personal debt that you can pay off – do so. Use cash for any purchases you make, or don’t buy.

If you are receiving a $300 check from the government, put it in the bank.
If you can cut back on your expenses, by using less gas, less resources, this is the time to do it.

Everything is going to move very quickly during this period, so if you want to explore new areas, get rid of old patterns or change old habits, this is the time.

This can be a time of great uplifting, a time that will set you on a new path. Do not try to hold tightly to that which has gone before and no longer serves you. We are moving forward into a new world of our making. The vibrational level is increasing for everyone. Be kind to yourself and to others. Understand that others around you may be uncomfortable with the changes that are occurring and may fear the future. Respect the rights of others, and allow them to make the changes they need to make in their lives. Realize that the only person you can control is you. If you allow yourself to follow the mindset of the general population, you will be in fear. Take a “news fast.” If something important to you occurs, you will hear about it. The rest of it is just noise.

Remember, birth is always accompanied by pain, and the results are well worth the effort. We are truly moving into a new world, and your presence is required. 

Blessings on Your Journey,

Gloria Taylor Brown
 

From  Karen Bishops Energy alert 7/1/08 

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Chaos, swirling energies, unpredictability, overload, feeling apathetic and lethargic, anxiety, sleeping like a baby and having insomnia for brief periods as well, losing things, having wonderful new connections, and helping our animal companions with ailments are but just a few of the many and varied manifestations of the incredible energies that the summer solstice has created.

The solstice energies served to dislodge much. In this regard, much movement was created. Like an enormous eruption from beneath the earth, much of anything and everything was jolted out of its old position, old rut, old pattern, or basically any space that used to feel remotely comfortable and familiar.

If you are a sensitive, you may feel that you have been hit by a tidal wave, traumatized, severely clobbered by who knows what, or perhaps even finding you have a great need for rejuvenation, rest, and some solace of a much needed order.

When the energies rev up, as they have been doing of late, especially since the solstice, we can begin to feel beaten down. Ascension energies at times seem to wear us away, with no break, reprieve, or time to rest in between the high pressured waves that serve to polish us and bring us oh so closer to Source and our authentic selves.

We are being worn away so that what is deep inside of us can be revealed. In this regard, our ego selves cannot seem to keep up, get in the way, or even navigate things. When we begin feeling helpless, powerless, weak, exhausted, or not in control, it is then that we open and can begin to connect to our brothers and sisters and to our authentic and true selves.

When we surrender, we then begin the new and perfect connections that the solstice energies came to deliver.

We are being seriously squeezed now from every direction. This can cause feelings of great apathy about our work, our futures, and even the effectiveness of what we believed we were here to do and create. As a part of our ego selves begin a rapid depart, we may feel that nothing much of us is in charge or in the know. But feeling apathetic and not caring anymore has always been a continual phase of the ascension process and it always passes.

With all this occurring at once, we are literally being pushed into connecting to one another. We know now more than ever before that we can no longer go it alone. We absolutely must come together. I have been writing for several years now that we will be forming small communities of mutual support. As we evolve higher and higher into higher vibrating ways of being and living, this blueprint will begin to finally form. We were prepped for this time for the past several years, and especially the past several months. It is now time. We are indeed ready, even if we feel we may not be. It has been decided by our souls at the higher levels that the waiting period is now over and we will now move fully into our very new beginnings.

We have been preparing for so long for this. And now, the outside realities that the higher energies are creating, notably the fall, are supporting this very new reality into forming itself out of grave necessity if nothing else. So then, all is in divine and perfect order indeed.

And this is when the new beginnings will finally “begin.” We may feel that suddenly we do not know who we are or what we are indeed here to create. We may feel insecure, unconfident, ineffective, or perhaps greatly confused. We may feel rocky, ungrounded, fearful, unfocused, and as though we have lost our bearings. It is the solstice energies of great movement that are creating these feelings.

We may feel that we do not know anything at all. We may feel that we do not know what will indeed happen next. We may feel that we cannot count on a thing, as when one thing adjusts and changes, a domino effect occurs and everything down the line is thus affected as well.

But in these times of great change and new beginnings, we are also being given the opportunity to connect to new and more highly vibrating relationships, endeavors, and anchors. As much begins to change and re-align, we then begin to re-connect. Things we never believed would ever happen will begin to happen now. Miracles, relationships, and opportunities of the divine will find themselves at our doorsteps.  

We may begin manifesting so much wonder so very rapidly that we can begin to feel overloaded. We may feel overloaded as well with any type of manifestation that has arrived in our consciousness as a brief thought….whether a higher vibrating one or not.

The key now is to get out of the way. The key now is to surrender and let the divine enter. The key now is not to navigate out of fear and a knowingness stemming from what used to be, but to allow for a new and better scenario to enter that one would never expect.

The key now is to come together as brothers and sisters and to support one another. The key now is to know that our ego selves are no longer in charge.

I can guarantee you that we are being highly protected by the divine at each and every turn. We were not meant to suffer through this process, and if we allow it to be so, we will thrive in great wonder in times to come.

A few days ago I decided it was time to break down all the cardboard boxes I had discarded directly outside my back door in my outside porch area when I unpacked. As I began this process, I suddenly felt a great pain in my foot. I had been stung by a wasp, and now needed to go into the house, put my foot up, and tend to it.

Phil came over and doctored me up, and together we began again to tend to the removal of the boxes. In a very short time, we found a rattlesnake directly underfoot. It coiled and hissed, and Phil was able to remove it from the premises. (I have since had a conversation with the snake community and everything is now fine…)

The wasp had indeed protected me from the rattlesnake. And this is the way it is and always has been. Even when we feel we may be being beaten down, in actuality, we are only being protected and watched over. And although it may not feel like it at times, all is always right where it needs to be.

Even though it may feel rocky right now for some of us, at the highest levels things are being put into place. New connections are being made. Higher level doors are opening. Things we may have always wanted are beginning to arrive. We will no longer have to go it alone.

And while we may feel relegated to staying nearly housebound for a variety of reasons, it is only because we are readying for these very new connections. The miracles are beginning now and dis-connecting from the old systems, structures, and ways of doing things is a great assurance to arriving in this higher vibrating reality.

As we begin to connect together with our brothers and sisters, we will then begin introducing these new ways for the masses who are needing our assistance, and we will then be assured of thriving as it was indeed intended.

We are the ones holding the light now. As we evolve higher and higher, it is a natural part of the process to rely on our guides and non-physical companions less and less. They become inaccessible to us. This is because we eventually begin to vibrate where they are and we literally become them…these higher aspects of ourselves, as we are and have always been one in the same. And as we receive this light from one another, we will begin to form the beautiful grid of the very new world.

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Wishing you heaven in your heart, starlight in your soul, and miracles in your life in these miraculous times…

Until next time,  

Karen         

That day was our wedding anniversary and it quietly passed and ended with both of us getting upset over some trivial matter.  I especially remember that I messed up my gaia profile page, same day of day after. Also an important e-mail with attachment disappeared.  To my surprise, I got a response of “Did you forget to send the….?” Then three days after I received a strange message that couldn't be sent for some incredible reason.  Oh well…

Thanks Aley and Terrill for that information. I am in the process of moving and giving away a LOT of stuff …. having some interesting things occur around me and to me. This morning I woke up to a “power outage” in my area - and when the power was restored I went online to read Mila's “status” that she was celebrating her electricity being restored - that it had been out for 3 hours (just about the same amount of time that mine was down). The Electric Company reported that it was the result of a “power surge” in the area. hmmmm …

I'm all for some good change and letting go and moving on (obviously!!!)

Aley - when we all meet in August we'll have to do some energy circles along with the labyrinth we want to make … on the beach … :))

Thursday was the day that I started feeling like the floor was moving and I was not … the energy shift felt personal to me, as if I needed to move on, and hadn't.  I have had terribly difficulty at work and really thought I'd just quit (I understand Aley) and not compromise “who I AM”.  The feeling today shifted even deeper to one of non-attachment and feeling resolved that everything will be okay.  In the background there is this lack of concern for things, a letting go of sorts.  Maybe this is a prompting to keep moving … to move beyond.  You know, in this universe, the property is always being rearranged!

John,

I have felt a very strange “lack of concern” for things this week (started Sat evening after my responsibilities for an Obama yard party as hostess ended - my husband signed us up, not that I minded, but I wouldn't have done it). 

Almost feel like I'm goofing off but I just can't get motivated for my normal responsibilities and so, have been sluffing around Gaia.  Work poured in during the last month, causing us to be over capacity and backed up production. 

Knowing things weren't moving, added to my lack of motivation to pour more on.  Now, I hear this morning that the bottle neck has cleared out and so, I best get in gear - some tomorrow, some over the coming days and hopefully be caught up to where I need to be by Monday.

It's just good to know that it isn't me really, it's something bigger out there.  I listened to a great little talk on CD this afternoon about Chaos.  So, when entrophy is setting in, if one can stand back as the witness, non-attached as John mentioned, and I have felt that at a deep level ths week, then the system re-organizes at a higher level.

By going into the witness mode, it was described as entering the “Witness Protection Program” - which made me smile but it is a good metaphor as to what happens when one moves into Presence.

Thanks Terrill for a very interesting, and what for me was an optimistic, take on the energies leading up to 2012.  Aley, I'll read yours as soon as I have a few more quiet minutes.

Zoey, I'm just so grateful to you for openning up this worthwhile discussion that has brought us together in this circle.

Deborah

PS - Mila, I'm remembering that my wedding anniversary just passed (the 25th) hardly noticed and now, I remember that Thursday night, my husband wanted to cancel what was already going to be a belated celebration of our 20th anniversary at a special restaurant my family all loves (my MIL had made reservations for all of us).  He just didn't feel like making the drive.  I made only light comments about marginalizing it and then let it go.  My MIL forgot to cancel the reservation and by the next night my husband wanted to go.  I'd forgotten that until just now - thanks for posting.